The Wheel Of My Life

Anniversary

2012-01-09T13:37:00.002+08:00

6hb January 2012 supposed to be my 7th years anniversary... :-(
Honestly I miss everything...

One Day....

2012-01-05T13:41:00.003+08:00

Look at this two pictures... Very nice right? Short wedding dress..

When I get married one day, I prefer to wear a short wedding dress. For me, it is easy to move in. I don’t have to worry about tripping over it as I walk down the aisle, I can dance the night away, and I can even go to the bathroom without a bevy of bridesmaids to hold up my dress.

I always keep in mind that I will have to live with my wedding pictures for a long time. So I have to make sure that choose a wedding dress because I truly love it and as well as the uniqueness not because it is trendy. Hence, I would like to step out of the traditional line of brides and that's why I choose a short wedding dress in the special day of my life.. :-)

Though short wedding dresses are not as many as their siblings, the long wedding dresses, they are still seen and visited with great interest by the future brides as a great alternative to the long traditional wedding dress.

You must be weird huh? So, try to imagine how a bride would like when she had decided to wear the short wedding dress. You could also go for the short wedding dress that is cut short in front and long in the back carrying a dramatic effect and defining the beautiful pair of legs while walking down the aisle.

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Life Is Life Itself...*

My 1st Paper..

2012-01-04T13:28:00.002+08:00

Finally, I have done my first paper (mat521) this morning but it was so difficult... Owh my God... So sad.. Speechless..!!! Now, let madam do the rest...

Well, I can say that my preparation for the Final Exam this semester is quite well as I have sufficient time to study. Besides, there are gaps between the papers. So I believe that I can finish study them all before hand.

After this, I still have to continue to study for Physics paper which will commence on 7th January 2012 and I believe I can finish the revision.

To all of my friends.... Wish you ALL THE BEST IN THE FINAL EXAM.. STAY HEALTHY AND STUDY SMART...

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Life Is Life Itself...*

Just read...

2012-01-02T15:35:00.002+08:00

I just go through my blog and I found this post.. The post that I never reveal it before.. It always in draft... This is the post that I wanna share with people when I'm deeply in love with someone.. But now, it nothings for him.. It just a memory that I still keep until now.. A sweet memories.. So, just read it peeps...

"Dear, day by day my love towards u become stronger... Every moment... Every seconds... Every single little things that we do, it was a precious time and precious things for me..

Dear, I really love u for who u are.. I never regret choosing u to be mine .. I wanna be yours and you be mine.. Hope that one day you'll be there with me till the last breath... As u promise me that Till Death Do Us Part..

I know I'm not perfect as you wish but I always tried my best to be a great girlfriend... U always ask me to change my attitude.. U know it's hard for me to change.. Everyday I'm tried to change my attitude, my behavior towards u... One day, I'll change it but one thing I'm not gonna change is my love towards u...

I'm sorry dear... I know sometimes I didn't understand u at all... As u know, I'm a lil bit selfish... The most important one is I wanna say thank you because u being patient with me... Thank you for every moment that we have together... I know u always do the best for me... I know I'm the one u love most... I'm everything for u... So do I... Our relationship is almost 6 years... What I want to say is Thank You For Loving Me.. Really appreciate your love... I know my love towards you will never ever gone.."

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Life Is Life Itself...*

Final Exam

2012-01-01T22:22:00.002+08:00

Wake up Girl..!! 3 more days left and you still played around? Owh God.. I'm still don't have any mood to study.. Don't know why.. Maybe my mind still thinking and missing my family damn much.. I can't concentrate at all.. Be patient my dear heart... Less than one month we'll coming home.. So, study hard and study smart for this coming final exam dear.. Be good to me okay.. Wanna start my revision tonight.. Enough to play around... Can you believe it that I wanna study? Hehehe...

Hurm.. this is my timetable for my final exam:-

Wednesday (4th January 2012)
MAT521
9am-12pm
Dewan Serbaguna

Saturday (7th January 2012)
PHY430
2.15pm-4.15pm
Dewan Serbaguna

Saturday (14th January 2012)
PHY431
2.15pm-4.15pm
J3-10

Friday (20th January 2012)
CSC425
2.45pm-5.45pm
Dewan Serbaguna

I got 2 physics this semester.. Next semester, I'll taking 3 Physics.. Can I carry it? I'll try and I know I can do it.. Fighting!!

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

Less than 30 minutes left....

2011-12-31T23:41:00.003+08:00

Today is the last day of 2011.. This year is full with surprises and it has been a bitter year for me.. :-(

I would like to recall back everything before this lovely year end. I hope I can forget any of our memories when the year is changing... I have try to move on and accept that this is the end of what we had... :-)

But it also a wonderful year because I have met new people and new friends. I had good moments with them and with my family too.. ♥

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

New Year Without Family...

2011-12-31T21:49:00.002+08:00

New year without family.... So sad... Saya terpaksa celebrate new year kat Jengka with my roomate.. Rasa nak balik rumah.. I drop my tears already... I call my mom, my dad and I really-really miss them... Kurang dari sebulan nak balik Sarawak... Sedih sangat.... Cepatla masa berlalu... Kalau ikutkan hati memang nak balik lepas test Physics semalam tapi mengenangkan Final exam start 4hb Januari 2012, rasanya tak sempat la nak balik & study... So, nak tak nak terpaksa la stay kat Jengka tercinta... Kenapa la terpaksa berjauhan dengan family time ni...

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

Bila Perempuan Sudah Bersatu..

2011-12-28T17:40:00.004+08:00

Kat East Coast Mall, kami menghabiskan masa 8 jam.. Dalam masa 8 jam tu, kami buat macam-macam benda.. Pergi saloon, tengok wayang, shopping... Enjoyable..!!! Hope we can do it again one day...

I like this picture... :-)

Rambut main... Ituuuu diaaaa...

La... La... La.. Kami tengah menunggu Apin & Feylo...

Apin tengah menunggu lelaki itu mengerjakan rambut nya

Serius juga muka Mieyza.. Hihihi...

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

Hidup Di Perantauan...

2011-12-28T15:43:00.007+08:00

24hb December 2011... I went to Kuantan with my roomate.. ( Feylo, Mieyza & Apin ). We celebrate our Christmas there.. We're having fun.. I got my life back.. Thanx frends..

Yang ni malam 24hb December 2011...
Kat East Coast Mall..

At Sushi King...
Kalau masih ada banyak sushi hari tu, memang saya makan sushi lagi banyak dari yang ni hari tu.. Unlucky for me, sushi tinggal sikit je.. Lagipun kedai dah nak tutup kan.. So, makan jak apa yg ada...

Before shopping time... Depan Hotel Pavillion Kuantan

Excited kan kami... :-)

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

Tired week..

2011-12-23T23:12:00.004+08:00

Ya Tuhan.. Betapa penatnya minggu ni.. A lot of test and quizzes.. Non stop aie.. Start hari Isnin (19hb December 2011) until tomorrow(24th December 2011)..

Isnin - Graded Assignment BEL462
Rabu - Test PHY431
Khamis - Quiz MAT521, Test PHY430
(sepatutnya ada 2 test & 1 quiz tapi postpone pegi hari Sabtu)
Jumaat - Test MAT521, Test BEL462
Sabtu - Test CSC425

Minggu ni minggu yang paling teruk dan paling memenatkan.. Time diploma tak pernah pun rasa seperti ni.. Rasa tensen sangat & restless.. Rasa macam give up je.. Tapi nak buat macam mana kan.. My mom cakap susah dulu baru la senang kemudian..

Esok test CSC.. Tapi rasa malas dah nak study.Letih sangat.. Dah tak larat nak buat revision.. Dahla subject CSC make me sick.. Why? Sebab subject ni susah sangat nak faham.. Kadang² tensen tau buat coding..

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

My Life At Jengka

2011-12-11T16:07:00.006+08:00

ABC kat Kafe Baru
RM1.50 jer

Kolej Kediaman Saya

Cantik kan? Permandangan dari padang

Masa ni kat library Uitm Jengka
Dari pukul 11:30am-5:30pm
First time tu belajar kat library selama 6jam..
Malam tu kami ada Test PHY431 (7hb Dis 2011)

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

BSc(Hons)Physics

2011-12-11T15:25:00.012+08:00

Hi guys..
For your information, saya dah tamat pengajian untuk Diploma.. Now, saya kat Jengka.. Further my Degree-BSc(Hons)Physics-.. Genap 3 bulan saya dah kat sini.. Actually, I don't like to be here.. But I have too.. Bila dapat tawaran kemasukan degree, sangat terkejut sebab dapat kat Jengka.. Ingatkan dapat kat Shah Alam because all of our friends dapat kat Shah Alam but unlucky for me dapat kat Jengka.. 3 hours from KL.. Owh God.. First datang sini memang rasa tak best sangat.. Rasa nak balik Sarawak.. Tapi sekarang dah ok.. Dapat menyesuaikan diri dengan persekitaran & kawan-kawan pun mesra.. Sporting habis.. Roomate saya 4 orang semua dari Sarawak. Dari UiTM Kampus Samarahan juga.. Mereka ambil course AT110/AT220 (Perladangan).. Roomate seorang dari Sabah.. Dulu dia bekas student Diploma In Science, same with me tapi kat sini dia ambil course AS202 (Chemistry).. Mereka mesra & nakal-nakal semuanya.. Antara kami berenam, saya la paling tua.. Tua setahun & dua tahun je tu.. Taklah tua sangat kan? Hehe.. Sometimes, they called me 'Kakak'.. Sometimes, they called my name.. Saya ok jer,,mana-mana pun bole..
Kolej kediaman saya kat sini just like a resort babe... Dahla batch kami yang rasmikan.. Wow, sangat bersyukur.. Tapi sayangnya next sem kami terpaksa menyewa kat luar.. Gambar kat atas ni la kolej kediaman saya.. Cantik kan? Kat belakang kolej ni ada kafe.. Baru je buka 5hb Disember hari tu.. First makan kat situ, saya & kawan-kawan order Tomyam sup + Nasi putih + Telur dadar... Aduh, teruknya rasa.. Langsung takda rasa tomyam.. Ayam dahla sangat kecil.. telur pula rasa kosong je.. Tapi Jumaat hari tu saya & roomate order Tomyam juga but this time rasa dia ok.. Ada improvement sikit.. Dat time je ok sbb semalam pula order Sup cendawan + Nasi putih.. Rasa tawar.. Roomate kata makanan sihat.. Iya-iya la tu makanan sihat.. Sebab lapar, makan je la.. Dahla mahal giler..

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

1 Tahun 4 Hari

2011-12-11T15:15:00.003+08:00

11 December 2011.. Genap setahun 4 hari dah tak update blog ni.. Kalau online pun bukannya pernah buka pun.. Online, buka facebook & youtube je..

Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

Ingatlah..

2010-12-07T13:22:00.002+08:00

Di saat kamu mula bosan dengannya, ingatlah saat-saat terindah ketika bersamanya..
Di saat kamu mula tidak mencintainya, ingatlah saat pertama kamu jatuh cinta dengannya..
Di saat kamu ingin menduakannya, ingatlah bahawa dia selalu setia..
Di saat kamu ingin membohonginya, ingatlah disaat dia jujur padamu..
Di saat kamu ingin melepaskannya pergi, ingatlah pada saat kamu ingin mendapatkannya.

Janganlah sampai disaat dia sudah tidak berada disisimu, barulah kamu menyedari bahawa dia sangat bererti buat dirimu.. Ingatlah bahawa :-
Yang indah hanyalah sementara..
Yang abadi hanyalah kenangan..
Tidak mudah mencari yang hilang..
Tidak mudah mengejar impian..
Apa yang susah adalah mempertahankan yang sedia ada kerana sekuat mana kita menggenggam pasti dapat terlepas akhirnya..

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Life Is Life Itself...*

i'm baCk..

2010-08-23T23:54:00.002+08:00

Today is 23rd August 2010.. It's almost 5 years i didn't update my blog... Since I was further my studies, I dun have time to update my blog.. Quite busy with my studies.. Fewwwhhh... Now, i dun have any idea to write in my blog.... What should I write? Any idea guys?

mY scHoOl memOrieS....

2006-10-21T17:13:00.000+08:00

Form 4 Science 1

SMK Kanowit, Sibu

Class Teacher :: Mdm Yii Siew Ling

Class Monitor :: Hilda Aris

Assistant :: Madelina Bantin

Form 5 Science 1

SMK Kanowit, Sibu.

Class Teacher :: Mdm Yii Siew Ling

Class Monitor :: Dominic ak Pagang

Assistant :: Stephenie Mau ak Addy

Form 6R3

SMK Durin, Sibu

Class Teacher :: Mdm Rosalene Saleh

Class Monitor :: Hilda Aris

Assistant :: Andrew Aking

sesUatU yanG anDa tiDak peRasaaN aTauPun teRfikiR

2006-10-13T18:59:00.000+08:00

Sesuatu yg anda x perasan ataupun terfikir

1. Sekurang-kurangnya ada 5 orang dalam dunia menyayangi anda dan sanggup mati kerana anda.

2. Sekurang-kurangnya ada 15 orang dalam dunia ini menyayangi anda dalam beberapa cara.

3. Sebab utama seseorang membenci andaadalah kerana dia ingin menjadi seperti anda.

4. Senyuman daripada anda boleh membawa kebahagiaan kepada seseorang, walaupun dia tidak menyukai anda.

5. Setiap malam ada seseorang mengingati anda sebelum dia tidur.

6. Anda amat bermakna dalam hidup seseorang.

7. Kalau bukan kerana anda,seseorang itu tidak akan hidup bahagia.

8. Anda seorang yang istimewa dan unik.

9. Seseorang yang anda tidak ketahui menyayangi anda.

10. Apabila anda membuat kesilapan yang sangat besar,ada hikmah sebaliknya.

11. Sekiranya anda merasakan anda dipinggirkan, fikirkan semula;mungkin anda yang meminggirkan mereka.

12. Apabila anda terfikir anda tidak mempunyai peluang untuk mendapatkan sesuatu yang anda ingini,mungkin anda tidak akan memperolehinya,tetapi sekiranya anda percaya pada diri sendiri lambat laun anda akan memperolehinya.

13. Kenangilah segala pujian yang anda terima. Lupakan segala maki hamun, caci umpat cela.

14. Jangan takut untuk meluahkan perasaan anda; anda akan merasa senang bila seseorang mengetahuinya.

15. Sekiranya anda mempunyai sahabat baik, ambillah masa untuk memberitahunya yang dia adalah yang terbaik. Hanya seminit diperlukan untuk mendapat sahabat baik, sejam untuk menghargainya, sehari untuk teman tetap paling setia. Walaupun punya harta yang banyak,teman tetap paling berharga.

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Life Is Life Itself...*

iT's sO cOmpLicaTeD

2006-10-10T17:50:00.000+08:00

Well, kenapalah hidup ni complicated sangat? Who can tell me the reason?? Aiya... Makin hari makin banyak masalah yang timbul. Masalah... tak pernah berkurangan dalam hidup ini.. Kenapa?? Masalah study, masalah kawan, masalah itu, masalah ini.. Aduuuhh.... Can us stop the problem?? Herm, we juz can settle it but we can't stop it from coming to our life. Am I correct? Pressure sangat...!!! Tapi, inilah adat duniawi. 1001 dugaan yang mendatang. Masalah yang datang merupakan ujian daripada-Nya. Kita terpaksa berdepan dengan segala-galanya walaupun kita suka ataupun tidak. Hidup ini umpama berada di medan peperangan. Terlalu banyak tenteranya.. Seseorang yang berani mara ke hadapan dan berdepan dengan apa jua dugaan / masalah, maka seseorang itu adalah pemenangnya... Tetapi, seseorang yang takut untuk berdepan dengan dugaan / masalah serta tidak berani mara, maka seseorang itu telah tewas sebelum berjuang.. Sememangnya pepatah " HIDUP INI UMPAMA RODA. ADAKALANYA DI BAWAH DAN ADAKALANYA DI ATAS" adalah benar belaka.. Pernahkah korang hayatinya?? Pernahkah ia berlaku di dalam hidup korang?? Tika ini, hidupku berada di atas... Perbuatan kawan yang jahat akhirnya telah terbalas... Tetapi, belum cukup untuk menyedarkan dirinya. Mungkin aku kelihatan seperti orang bodoh kerana tidak balas perbuatannya terhadapku. Aku bukanlah seorang yang berdendam dan tidak perlulah aku mengikut rentaknya. Jika aku ikut, bermakna aku juga sepertinya. Percayalah, KEBENARAN akan sentiasa berpihak pada orang yang benar... Maka kejahatan akhirnya akan terbalas.. TUHAN MAHA ADIL DAN SENTIASA ADIL DENGAN SEMUA UMATNYA. I believe in God.. Thanx to HIM...

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Life Is Life Itself...*

lOve dOesn'T neeD a reaSOn...

2006-10-06T13:01:00.000+08:00

lOve dOesn'T neeD a ReasOn

one day a gal asked:
why do you like me..?
why do you love me..?

HE answered:
i can't tell the reason..
but i really like you..

SHE:
you can't even tell me the reason..
how can you say you like me?
how can you say you love me?

HE:
i really don't know the reason, but ican prove that i love you.

SHE:
proof? no! i want you to tell me the reason.
my friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!

HE:
ok..ok!! ermmss..
because you are beautiful,
because your voice is sweet,
because you are caring,
because you are loving,
because you are thoughtful,
because of your smile,
because of your every movements.

the gal felt very satisfied with his answer.

unfortunately, a few days later, the galmet with an accident and became comma.
HE then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:

darling,
because of your sweet voice that I love you...
now can you talk? no! therefore i cannot love you..
because of your care and concern that i like you..
now that you cannot show them,therefore i cannot love you.
because of your smile,
because of your every movements that i love you..
now can you smile?
now can you move?
no, therefore i cannot love you...
if love needs a reason,
like now,
there is no reason for me to love you anymore.
do love need a reason? NO! therefore, i still love you...
and love doesn't need a reason

"sometimes the best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen,
cannot be touched, but can be felt in the heart"

"love doesn't need a reason... its something you can feel burning inside your heart and waiting to be explode of love..."

**please.. never ever ask someone why do they love u.. love is nature and without love the world is nothing but a piece of crap.. so everyone love the world and also love ur loved ones...**

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

BirthDay CharactErisTicS

2006-09-16T16:02:00.000+08:00

Birthdays: (Look below for your characteristics)

January 01 - 09 ~ Dog
January 10 - 24 ~ Mouse
January 25 - 31 ~ Lion

February 01 - 05 ~ Cat
February 06 - 14 ~ Dove
February 15 - 21 ~ Turtle
February 22 - 28 ~ Panther
March 01 - 12 ~ Monkey
March 13 - 15 ~ Lion
March 16 - 23 ~ Mouse
March 24 - 31 ~ Cat
April 01 - 03 ~ Dog
April 04 - 14 ~ Panther
April 15 - 26 ~ Mouse
April 27 - 30 ~ Turtle
May 01 - 13 ~ Monkey
May 14 - 21 ~ Dove
May 22 - 31 ~ Lion
June 01 - 03 ~ Mouse
June 04 - 14 ~ Turtle
June 15 - 20 ~ Dog
June 21 - 24 ~ Monkey
June 25 - 30 ~ Cat
July 01 - 09 ~ Mouse
July 10 - 15 ~ Dog
July 16 - 26 ~ Dove
July 27 - 31 ~ Cat
August 01 - 15 ~ Monkey
August 16 - 25 ~ Mouse
August 26 - 31 ~ Turtle
September 01 - 14 ~ Dove
September 15 - 27 ~ Cat
September 28 - 30 ~ Dog
October 01 - 15 ~ Monkey
October 16 - 27 ~ Turtle
October 28 - 31 ~ Panther
November 01 - 16 ~ Lion
November 17 - 30 ~ Cat
December 01 - 16 ~ Dog
December 17 - 25 ~ Monkey
December 26 - 31 ~ Dove

If you are a Dog: A very loyal and sweet person.Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends,all of them being quality-personified.

If you are a Mouse: Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder, people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-togethers. However, you are sensitive, which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!

If you are a Lion: Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

If you are a Cat: An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy,with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool, when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Turtle: You are near to perfect and nice at heart.The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people.You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return.You are generous enough.Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

If you are a Dove: You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life.Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected.In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Panther: You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk.You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group.Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are a Monkey: Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

LatiF vS eDa (2005)

2006-09-15T15:31:00.000+08:00

Laju-laju kapal Entulu,

Alah laban kapal Saba,

Taja ngelaban nuan sulu,

Tang alah laban Dara Tada.

Aku nebang batang berlubang,

Pun tumbang ujung kelayang,

Amat ngelaban nuan tu Umang,

Enda telaban ke Bujang Maong.

Nuan ngemai aku bertunang,

Sangka aku betundi diri,

Anang irau nuan bujang,

Nuan siku dalam ati.

Orang ke ulu aku ke ili,

Taja petang enda berlampu,

Ka ku mai nuan bersulu,

Takut nuan dah bisi orang ngempu.

Ari Kanowit ka ke Sibu,

Ngena bas pukul satu,

Enti nuan mai besulu,

Nama dianti aram bepadu.

Alang-alang mandi ba dulang,

Nyamai agi mandi ba pendai,

Alang-alang tua bertunang,

Nyamai agi jadi sekali.

Nuan nebang batang berlubang,

Dikena mansuh perut lelabi,

Nadai salah nya wai bujang,

Enti nuan mai aku jadi.

Buah getah labuh ke tanah,

Kerup-kerup empa babi,

Apai enda nyagi indai enda ngasuh,

Manah tua betaban lari.

Tusah amai bakatu ambai,

Laban nuan mai betaban lari,

Ari ingkar jaku apai indai,

Manah aku munuh diri.

Pun tubai pun dabai,

Ditanam indai bela begulai,

Enti ku para entak ke tambai,

Jalai ku pulai ngambi nuan ambai.

Aku agai Pulau Teresang,

Ngena perau apai Kedat,

Nama dianti nuan wai bujang,

Ngambi aku nitih ke adat.

Anak tupai main gagai,

Main gagai ba pucuk rembai,

Enti jaku nuan nya amai,

Sapa ke ngugi sapa ke nguai?

Anang tusah meh nuan ambai,

Jaku aku sigi amai,

Dara Tada anak asi,

Sigi enda disagi nguai.

Ka ku bmai tanah sberai,

Peda ku rumut panjai amai,

Nama runding tua deh wai,

Enti apai indai tua bela enggai?

Ari petang enda belampu,

Tucur ku lampu enggai nyadi idup,

Kapa kiruh ke jaku sida,

Ukai sida ngempu pengidup.

++ Wahahaha.... Aku menang akhirnya. Latif tewas... Masa tu tua ya sigi betundi diri. Adai pengawa ++

*** Green : Latif

Purple : Eda

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

mY eX-cLasSmaTes

2006-09-15T14:06:00.000+08:00

This is my friend.. His name is Murphy Nelson but I called him Phy. Manja sikit. AhakssSs.. He is my classmate when we're in Year 1 and Year 2. Dulu, aku sekolah kat Kapit.. SRB Methodist, Kapit. I still remember that we're in class 2 Biru. I am their class monitor ( 2 tahun berturut-turut ). He is da cutest boy in our class that time.. Sekarang ni, tak cute lagi.. Takderlah, dia tetap macam dulu juga. Ha ha.. Dalam kelas, Murphy duduk satu meja ngan aku, Siti Azian, Alice Tan, Nicholas, dan 3 orang rakan lagi. Dah lupa lah nama diorang ( Sowie ).. Herm, Murphy is very friendly guy,caring, understanding, sporting and pendek kata everything is on him. Dari dulu lagi tak pernah berubah sikap.. Like her attitude and proud to be his friend. Actually, dah lama tak jumpa dia ni. Kali pertama aku jumpa dia selepas aku ikut family pindah ke Kanowit ialah masa aku ikut lawatan pengawas tahun lepas (2005). Kalau tak silap aku, kami jumpa pada 20th August 2005. First jumpa dia, tak kenal lah.. Lagipun, masa tu dia ngan kawan-kawan dia pakat nak perkenakan aku. So, kawan dia ( Elun ) menyamar. Konon-kononnya dia adalah Murphy. Aku fikir memang dia bukan Murphy cuz takkanlah Murphy kurus sangat. Dulu tak pun macam tu... Nasib baiklah aku tak tanya Elun macam ni " Murphy??" Ha ha... So funny dat time.. Bila fikir balik, memang aku geram cuz diorang memperkenakan aku. Anderson ( Oneal ) pula sporting ngan mereka ( Murphy, Elun, Devan & Melvin ).. Anyway, I enjoyed dat time walaupun masa singkat untuk bersama... Hu hu.. Thanx for everything..
Yang ni pun kawan aku juga.. Budak mix ( Chinese + Kayan) yang cute habis... Nama dia Alice Tan Pick Ning. Alice... Suatu masa dulu Best Friend aku. Dia ni juga satu kelas ngan aku dan Murphy. Alice duduk bersebelahan ngan aku. Seperti Murphy, Alice juga seorang yang friendly, caring, understanding, spoting and tak pernah lokek ngan apa saja.. Tak tau lah kalau ngan boyfiend dia... He he.. Lokek ke?? Masuk tahun ni, dah 10 tahun aku tak jumpa ngan Alice.. Rindu sangat ngan dia. Kalau jumpa dia, ingat ke aku rupa dia?? Ingat kot... Dalam gambar, tak berubah langsung.. Masih macam dulu juga cuma makin lawa...Makin cute... Tapi,harap-harap dia tak memperkenakan aku macam Murphy ngan kawan-kawan dia yang "jai".. Selalu ja ka ngacau ku.. Cabak ku legi... He he... Sowie Murphy... Anang nganu.. Nda manah nganu, jampat tuai.
Yang ni pun classmate aku masa sekolah rendah lagi.. ( Year 1 & Year 2.. Same wif Alice and Murphy ). Nama dia Fabian @ Favian. Full name? Dunno ma.. Lupa lah pula. Panggil je la dia Fabian. He is very active boy and always teasing me. How pity I am.. Jai laki tu.. The funniest memories that I never forgot on him.. Aku kejar dia keliling satu bangunan pasal game card. Waktu tu kitorang PJ.. Cikgu sapa yerk... Lupa lah.. Naik semput aku kejar dia.. Kalau sekarang perkara tu berlaku, memang aku takkan kejar dia. Buat aku letih je.. Tapi aku kan "jangkam" dia... Wahaha... Ba anang dey.. Lagi satu, aku pernah nangis sebab dia tak nak main ngan aku.. Masa tu, dia main ngan Siti Azian.. Yerla, semua orang main cuma aku je yang takder partner masa tu... Aku ajak dia main, tapi dia tak nak.. So, nangis lah... Ha ha... So funny... Ada hati ker?? Mana ada... Masih budak lagi lah masa tu... Tapi, sampai sekarang kawan-kawan fikir aku ngan dia dulu bergerek... Ada ke aku ngan dia bergerek? Rasa-rasanya takder lah.. Tak dinafikan masa tu, aku ngan dia memang rapat lah... Bez giler kawan ngan dia.. Cuma dia selalu kacau aku je... Benci tau..!! Sepert Alice, masuk tahun ni.. Dah 10 tahun aku tak jumpa ngan dia. Rindu sangat. Hari tu ada peluang nak jumpa kat Sibu tapi aku ada hal. Terpaksa balik cepat ke Kanowit. Lagipun, aku ikut family lawat saudara kat Hospital Sibu.. Kesian dia tunggu aku... Sowie banyak-banyak kay... Tak sengaja nak buat dia tertunggu dan kecewa tapi keterpaksaan lah...

Well,
:: Murphy, Alice dan Fabian.. Aku harap korang tak marah ek cuz aku ambik / letak pic korang dalam blog aku tanpa kebenaran.. Sowie banyak-banyak...

:: Bagi kawan-kawan yang aku tak ceritakan tu... Maaf lah sebab aku takder pic korang... Tunggu aku cari kat pentas dunia... He he... Walau bagaimanapun, aku tak pernah lupakan korang semua terutamanya yang masih contact ngan aku macam Siti Azian, Dexter, Reeve, Khairunisa, Desmond dan paling kerap adalah Oneal.

:: Oneal, nibuh ceritalah pasal nuan au.. Em, nda pa lah.. Aku cerita sikit-sikit. Nama sebenar Oneal ialah Anderson Joenial. Satu class ngan kitorang juga masa Tahun 1 dan Tahun 2. Lepas tu dia pun bepindah ke Kanowit. Kat Kanowit pula, dia satu class ngan aku lagi sejak dari mula dia bepindah iaitu masa Tahun 6 sehinggalah Tingkatan 5. Tingkatan 6 tak sama class tapi sama sekolah. Sekarang dia dah masuk Kolej Twintech tapi dah henti. Dia kata nak masuk UiTM bulan Disember ni..

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

kUbU eMma, kanOwit ( 1851 )

2006-09-15T13:27:00.001+08:00

Fort Emma ataupun lebih dikenali sebagai Kubu Emma, nama sempena diberikan kepada adik perempuan Rajah james Brooke yang dibina khas untuk mempertahankan serangan daripada orang Iban dari Ulu Batang Rajang dan orang Rajang-Melanau serta penentang-penentang lain yang tinggal di sepanjang sungai tersebut. Kubu ini pada asalnya terletak di tengah bandar hingga kini dan sebahagian besar bangunan ini diperbuat daripada buluh. Setelah ia selesai dibina, kubu ini telah ditawan oleh orang-orang Dayak. Beberapa tahun kemudian, ia pun dipindahkan ke tapak yang baru. Kali ini, kubu tesebut diperbuat daripada kayu belian dan ia masih lagi serupa dengan reka bentuk dan model kubu lama. Semua peralatan seperti perkakas rumah serta tenaga kerja adalah dilakukan orang-orang Iban dan penduduk Rajang-Melanau, di mana mereka akan dibayar upah dalam bentuk barangan seperti beras, garam dan tembakau.

Tingkat bawahnya dinyatakan dibina tanpa menggunakan simen. Di sinilah, ditempatkan bekas-bekas banduan pada masa itu. Semua banduan ini telah dikawal rapi oleh askar Sikh dan Pasukan Polis Hutan Sarawak. Tingkat atas kubu ini telah dijadikan pejabat oleh Ketua Adat Istiadat ( Abang ) iaitu untuk menempatkan Pegawai Daerah dan kakitangan pejabat yang lain. Semasa pemerintahan Rajah Vyner Brooke, tingkat atas ini juga merupakan tempat tinggal Pegawai Daerah serta orang kenamaan (VIP) termasuk pemerintah Rajah ketika dalam lawatan ringkasnya ke tempat ini.

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

dO yOu knOw wHaT yOur naMe meaNs..??

2006-09-15T13:10:00.000+08:00

Interesting For Fun
What you do is find out what each letter of your name means. Then, conect all the meanings and it describes YOU..

A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind
B You are always cautios when it comes to meeting new people
C You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it
D You have trouble trusting people
E You are very exciting person
F Everyone loves you
G You have excellent ways of viewing people
H You are not judgmental
I You are always smiling and making others smile
J Jealously
K You lke to try new yhings
L Love is something you deeply believe in
M Success comes easily to you
N You like to work, but you always want a break
O You are very open-minded
P You are very friendly and understanding
Q You are hypocrite
R You are social Butterfly
S You are very broad-minded
T You have an attitude, a big one
U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards
V You have a very good physique and looks
W You lke your privacy
X You never let people tell you what to do
Y You cause a lot of trouble
Z You're always fighting with someone.

Is this true?? And this is meaning of my name..
=>You are not judgmental. You are always smiling and making others smile. Love is something you deeply believe in. You have trouble trusting people. You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind. (Definitely correct )

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

heRe wiThOuT yOu

2006-08-31T11:58:00.000+08:00

Here Without You

A hundred days have made me older

Since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lies have made me colder

And I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles that separate

Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you babyBut you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'

As the people leave their way to say hello

I've heard this life is overrated

But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl its only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go

It gets hard but it wont take away my love

And when the last one falls

When it's all said and done

It gets hard but it wont take away my love

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl its only you and me

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

wUt i'M gOnnA dO..??

2006-07-11T15:12:00.001+08:00

hOla fRend...
herm, lama dah nda update blog ku eh...ngelama tu bz bah...lagipun computer rosak. So, aku blur bah cuz lama dah nda update tu... Nda nemu apa yang perlu ku share ngau bala kita....

mY birTh daTe mean....

2006-03-09T15:29:00.000+08:00

MY Birth Date: May 17

You tend to find yourself lucky - both in business and in life.
And while being wealthy is nice, you enjoy sharing your abundance with others.
You put your luck to good use: you are very ambitious and goal oriented.
Often times, you get over excited and take on more than you can manage.

Your strength: Your ability to make your own luck

Your weakness: Thinking you can do it all

Your power color: Bronze

Your power symbol: Half Moon

Your power month: August

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

4 daYs leFt...

2006-03-09T10:35:00.000+08:00

Aiyo... 4 days left ma... Our SPM results will be release on 13hb March 2006.... Dap dip dup... Dap dip dup.. My heart was singing... Wut can I say bout' my feeling ha.... Very anxious and afraid..."Takut" plus anxious will be "takous".... My frend, Mcalicester taught me dat words.. Very funny rite...?? He asked me not to worry but always happy ( Don't worry be happy )...He said that "Every single one of us feel the same pressure but we had done our best and now let GOD do his job"..Herm,dunno wut will I get but I hope I can get a best results that I never had it before especially in my Science subjects ( Physics, Chemistry, Biology and Additional Mathematics ). I always got failed in that four subjects when we're facing an exam in class.. But I didn't believe when trial 1 & 2, I've got passed that subjects with credits... Something miracle was happened. And now, I hope it will happen again.. So that I can make my family proud of me.. Actually, I wish that I can get 10A's1 but it is impossible and I know I can't get it.. So,6A's1 is enough for me...What can I do now.. Nothing!!!!! But I just prayed to GOD so that He can make something miracle in my life ( in my results ).. I know He is there with me and He will answers my prayer... I believe in GOD...

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

mY belOveD clasSmaTes

2006-03-04T15:57:00.000+08:00

Inilah pic class aku masa Form Five ( 5 Science 1 , 2005 ) last year..Rindu sesangat ngan diorang semua nih.... Guru kelas aku tuh namanya Miss Yii Siew Ling... Masih single lagi tau.. huhuhu... Mari..., aku ceritakan sikit kisah classmates aku yang sOtz semua nih..

Storing All Our Memories

Starting with our clas teacher, Miss Yii Siew Ling. She is loving and cares about our future. She teaches us Additional Mathematics. The hardest subject for us. And now, our story is begin.....

Dominic is our macho class monitor. He is steady and his joke is hilarious.

Stephenie is his helper.

Alan although big but he is gentleman.

Anderson a guy so flirty.

Asminie attractive with her beauty.

Billy really rocks with his hair style.

Chin Lin Wei always love tolaugh.

Daphnie always get closer with Rowena, Billy, Mcalicester and Dominic.

Elizabeth has do look to charm guys.

Esther like to laugh and seldom sad.

Hilary is cool guy with his own unique style.

Hilda always look cheerful.

Jacques always date with his "fish" till night. So late dude...!

Jessica cute and so delicate.

Jetendra always tempt Hilda, Asminie and Stephenie.

Kasim is a great footballer.

Kong Lee Hiong so cute and so gentle.

Kong Siew Ling and Lee Wen both insane but bright.

Learnard one of the coolest guys in our class.

Leo always thinking tah he is macho.

Leong Ching Shiau doesn't enjoy chat.

Liong Kah Hock full of mischief, thoughs look innocent.

Liong Loong Hing always naughty but he is nice.

Madelina is a good old head perfect.

Mcalicester is talented with good humour sense.

Mellony loves to laugh and she is very just.

Muhd. Fadli always wear a smile on his face.

Rowena is cool and her laugh is so attractive

Sia Su Ching so intelligent.

Sim Siew Ling is one of the best students in our school.

Stella always to laugh silently.

Teresa is a fun girl to be with.

Tong Kok Juh is a guy so mysterious and the last one is

Stony , the new guy "in da house".

Not forgetting the sweetheart of the class.....

Karen and Emanuel who's taking their future "tasks". How we miss them so.

May their future are bright.

No matter where you are, no matter if you're gone far, no matter how broken ou are, just be who ou are and be a forever friends. We are sad to leave behind this memory. When we're happy and a bit of crazy, we'll reunite again. Just trust in this word..

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

i miZ diS mOmenT.....

2006-03-04T10:46:00.000+08:00

Herm.... pic ni diambil masa kitorang ikut Pertandingan Forum Remaja kat Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Teknik,Sibu.... Topik forum kitorang masa tu ialah "Penggunaan Telefon Bimbit Di Kalangan Remaja".... Well, kitorang tak dapat apa-apa nombor tapi kitorang tak putus asa cuz kitorang dah buat yang terbaik.... We're still da bez....I miz this moment so much.... Mana satu aku erk...?? Biar aku introduce yang dalam pic tu k.... Dari kanan tuh,pakai baju kurung ialah Salaka Mengging, Andress Majing( Ann ), Elizabeth Raymond( Queen ), Hilda Aris ( Eda...aku lah ), kawan Ann ( aku tak tau namanya....baru kenal masa tu ), yang duduk kat bawah tu ialah Madelina Bantin ( Nana ) dan laki tuh pula ialah Cornelius John ( Lebi' ). Act,yang ikut pertandingan hanyalah aku,Nana dan Queen saja....Yang lain tuh pula kawan-kawan lama kitorang dari Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Kanowit dulu tapi dah pindah ke sekolah teknik...Aku, Ann, Nana dan Queen bez frend sejak dari sekolah rendah lagi sampailah sekarang.... Masa kitorang jadi bez frend ialah masa kitorang masih Tahun Tiga lagi... Kalau tak silap aku.. Masa tu aku baru pindah dari Kapit.... Tapi sekarang kami dah tak kuar sama-sama lagi cuz diorang dah takda kat Kanowit sini lagi.. Diorang buat kerja masing-masing..... Biasalah kan, sementara tunggu results kuar mestilah buat kerja yang berpekdah.... Tak macam aku yang asyik online jer dari pagi sampailah malam..... Anyway, we're bez friend forever... I miz you all frend....

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

a liL pOem...

2006-03-03T14:28:00.000+08:00

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear
don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players...??
You can only go as far as you push..!
actions speak louder than words
The hardest things to do is watch the one you love
Love somebody else.......
Don't let the past hold you back
Or you'll missing the good stuff
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while.....
You might miss it..!

Good friends are hard to find
Harder to leave and impossible to forget
A best friend is like quad leaf clover
Hard to find and lucky to have
Some people make the world special just be being in it
Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us
When it hurts to look back and you're scared to look ahead
You can look beside you and your best friend will be there

True friendships never ends
Friends are forever
Good friends like a star
You don't always see them but you know they're always there

Don't frown.....
Coz' you never know who is falling in love with your smile
What do you do.....
When the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry...??
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them
Everythinbgs is okay in the end
Most people walk in and out of your life
But only friends leave footprints in your hearts

Ask everyonethat special in your life to read this, even thge people who really make you mad sometimes. Remember, every minutes spent angry is sixty second of happiness wasted....

Original Written By,

Hilda Aris

a.k.a

PreYnceZ eDa

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself...*

fiRst tiMe

2006-03-03T10:15:00.000+08:00

First of all,welcome to my blog...This is my first time wrote in my blog.

Today, I woke up late b'coz i'm not feeling very well. I've got a flu in this few days. Very sad huh... Even I've got a flu but I still can help my mama to do houseworks.. After I help my mama and finish all of my works, i check my email and log in to my friendster.. Check whether there have a new testimonials, new messages or new request from other friends... Owh,not forget visit rumahpanjai.com, rumahdayak.com and also ibanheadhunter.com..What's that??Well,all of this are Iban Forum Website. I know this website since last year ( around November or December if I'm not mistaken ) from my new friend.. I dunno what's his real name.... I juz call him "sweetheart"... Oooppsss, he's not my boyfriend ha... He's only my friend... hehehe...

*Life Is Only Traveled Once. Today's moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself..*

wUt a bOred liFe.....

2006-03-03T09:42:00.000+08:00

hOla..

i wake up everyday wif a smile in my face...da first things that i'll do was grab my handphone 1st......see if i got any msg, miz col or not...then ...i took 30 minutes to get myself out of my bed...go directly to the bathroom and have my shower...brush my teeth..wash my face...after dat i'll choose my cloths dat i wanna wear.... then i went to town....hang out wif my fwens...

well,after i "laypark",i'll :-

=>online....laypark 8 ibanheadhunter.com and rumahpanjai.com (da web i lurve most)
=>update my friendster....
=>send yahoo messenger...
=>sms wif my fwens and talk wif dem...
=>eat (whenever i hungry)...
=>take a nap....

so,dis is my routine....wut a bored life...isn't it?????

*Life Is Only Travelled Once. Today's Moment Becomes Tomorrow Memory. So Enjoy Every Moment Good Or Bad Because The Gift Of Life Is Life Itself....*